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Went to a funeral
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My grandpa passed away last sunday. I sat at the second row as the service was conducted and 21 gun salute was made. I'm sad to see him go after spending 2 years taking care of him, but at the same time I'm happy cause he finally at peace.
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I don't hate this website. It's just hate to see a drawing of a stick figure get more faves and comments than a 3d model of an entire city.
I mean DAMN!!! What does a person have to do to be popular? Whore myself off, Buy popularity. Cause no one seems to see the 3d newcomer. I mean come on. Why do I need to be good with a pencil to be known. I got friends who don't answer, I try but all there is is silence. I was happier with MMD but I gave it up. Where my "friends" are on top of the f***ing DA world. Now look where I am. No one to talk to, no one to like my art, and no one to read this.
I mean DAMN!!! What does a person have to do to be popular? Whore myself off, Buy popularity. Cause no one seems to see the 3d newcomer. I mean come on. Why do I need to be good with a pencil to be known. I got friends who don't answer, I try but all there is is silence. I was happier with MMD but I gave it up. Where my "friends" are on top of the f***ing DA world. Now look where I am. No one to talk to, no one to like my art, and no one to read this.
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Devious Journal Entry
7 min read
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~VAMPIRE~
[] You'd Rather Be Pale Than Tan.
[] You Like To Eat Or Drink Red Things.
[X] You're Lustful/Sexual.
[ ] When You're Kissing Someone, You Tend To Bite Them.
[ ] You're Dark, Mysterious, And Seductive.
[X] You've Tasted Your Own Blood Before And Liked It.
[X] Being Out In The Sun Too Long Makes You Feel Weak.
[] You're graceful, lithe, and can appear threatening or dangerous to others.
[ ] You have incredible charm and can get people to do nearly anything.
[X] You're More Active At Night.
Total: 4
~INCUBUS/SUCCUBUS~
[X] You're Incredibly Lustful/Sexual. (So much dirty ideas.)
[x] Sex Is Almost Always On Your Mind.
[ ] You Could Make Someone Fall Completely In Love With You By Merely Kissing Them.
[ ] You're Not A Virgin.
[ ] You Burn Through Lovers Quickly.
[ ] You Can Make Love With Someone And Drop Them In The Same Breath.
[X] If You Don't "Feed" Your Lust, You Go Insane.
[X] You Have Strong/Long Nails. (You can't crawl at something with weak nail.)
[ ] You Could Get Nearly Anyone You Want.
Total: 4
~WEREWOLF~
[X] You have a bad temper. (When I'm upset people know)
[ ] You're incredibly physically strong and fast.
[] You Love The Moon.
[X] You're Very Loyal.
[X] If You Love Someone, You'll Do Whatever You Possibly Can To Protect Them.
[X] You Would Go On A Devastated Rampage Should Your Loved Ones Be Harmed.
[x] You Like Dogs. (I can't go a day without playing with lady)
[] You're fairly Sturdy in stature.
[ ] You're Either A Good Leader Or A Solitary Person.
[ ] You Have A Hard Time Controlling Yourself Half Of The Time.
Total: 5
~NEKO(Cat-Person)/WERECAT~
[] You Like Cats.
[ ] You're lithe and agile.
[] You could fall off of anything and always land on your feet.
[] You Like Gymnastics.
[X] You Love To Eat Seafood.
[] You're Affectionate And Cozy.
[X] If Someone Is Able To Sneak Up On You And Startle You, You Jump Up Or Swat At Them.
[] You Like Yarn.
[] You Like Chasing Things.
[X] You're An Excellent Hunter/Fighter.
Total: 3
~ZOMBIE~
[X] You're An Outcast.
[] You Feel As If You're Not Truly Alive.
[X] You'll Moan When You're Hurt Rather Than Scream Or Cry. (Moaning for other reason.
)
[X] You Tend To Zone Out. (A lack of sleep mostly)
[] You Don't Feel Very Smart.
[ ] You Like Worms.
[ ] You Like Taking Things Slowly.
[ ] You Like Odd Foods.
[] You Prefer To Suffer In Silence.
[X] You Don't Get Much Sleep.
Total: 4
~SPIRIT/GHOST~
[X] You're Invisible. (No seems to notice me anywhere)
[] You Have An Oddly Eerie Presence.
[] You Can Send Chills Down A Person's Spine Just By Looking At Them.
[X] You Have Messy Hair That Is Partially/Completely In Your Face. (Until my mom makes my cut it like last time)
[x] You're Incredibly Gentle. (It's harder to make friends with some who isn't)
[ ] You're Very Shy Around Someone You Find Attractive
[ ] You Tend To Simply Disappear When no One's Looking.
[x] You Enjoy Scaring People. (It's pretty funny to get a reaction from someone)
[X] You Like The Indoors. (During the day but nighttime outside)
[X] You Are Deeply Connected To The Ones You Love No Matter What Happens.
Total: 6
~GHOUL~
[X] You Will Eat Just About Anything.
[ ] You Like To Attack People Verbally Or Physically
[ ] You Are Thrilled If You Can Make Someone Bleed.
[ ] You Wouldn't Care If You Hurt Someone As Long As You Can Get What You Want From Them.
[X] You Like Stalking People. (It's part of scaring them)
[ ] You Find It Fun To Crawl Into Tight, Small, Cramped, Dirty Spaces.
[] You Get Hungry Easily.
[X] You Like Torture. (Myself or you it doesn't matter to me. You wouldn't believe how I figured out this one.
[] You live to hurt people.
[] You Like The Idea Of Being Insane.
Total: 3
~WITCH~
[ ] You're Into Wicca/Paganism.
[X] You Like Magical Objects.
[ ] You Believe In Magic.
[ ] You Perform Odd Rituals On A Daily Basis.
[x] People Find You Intolerably Cruel.
[x] You enjoy manipulating people. (Not friends)
[] You Feel Deeply In Touch With Nature And Hate Industrialization.
[] You Love Black Cats/Ravens.
[ ] You Practice Voodoo
[] You Tend To Laugh Hysterically While Picking Up On Someone You Find Attractive.
Total: 3
~SHAPE-SHIFTER~
[X] You Have Different Personalities (I'm a gemini, people who are like that tend to have split-personality)
[] Your Style Could Change From Goth To Preppy In The Same Second.
[ ] You Have More Than One Lover.
[X] You're Unpredictable.
[] You Would Change Yourself Entirely To Fit In.
[X] You Are Fond Of Many Different Things.
[ ] You Can Easily Get Out Of Trouble By Changing Your Demeanor.
[] You often say one thing and mean another.
[X] You Like To Leave Your Clothes On The Floor After Taking Them Off.
Total: 4
~DEMON~
[X] You Have A Very Bad Temper. (When I'm mad mostly)
[ ] You're Usually Angry.
[ ] You Have To Make Other People Miserable With Every Breath That You Take.
[ ] You Worship Satan.
[ ] You like pentagrams.
[x] You love to mess with people's heads.
[ ] You Could Do Just About Anything Bad To Someone And Feel Proud.
[X] You Laugh When Other People Are Hurt. (Only if I REALLY hate that person.)
[x] Physically Harming Someone Turns You On. (But I get more turned on with my own pain, masochist)
[ ] You Respond To An Insult By Viciously Attacking The Other Person.
Total: 4
~ANGEL~
[X] You're A Very Good Person.
[ ] You Take Care With Everything You Do.
[X]You Can Be Extremely Serious.
[ ] You're Gentle And Kind To Even Your Worst Enemies.
[] You Cannot Hold A Grudge Against Anyone.
[ ] You Would Gladly Endure Anything For The Sake Of The Ones You Love.
[] You're A Virgin/Have Never Kissed Anyone Apart From Family.
[X] People See You As Being Very Pure (Until they get to know me or my bad side)
[X] You Are Obedient And Follow Rules Without Question.
[] You Love God. (I'm an atheist)
Total: 4
~Fairy/ELF~
[ ] You Enchant People.
[ ] You Like Organic Things.
[X] You're Almost Always Smiling.
[ ] You Love The World Around You.
[X] You Get Attached To Animals Easily.
[ ] You're A Walking-Talking Chick-Flick/Prince-Charming.
[X] You Fall In Love Easily.
[X] You Don't HATE Anyone.
[] You Have A Very Bright/Bubbly/Friendly Personality.
[X] You like long hair (Short or long I don't have a preference when it comes to hair)
Total: 5
DA USERS I CHOSE YOU!!!!
~VAMPIRE~
[] You'd Rather Be Pale Than Tan.
[] You Like To Eat Or Drink Red Things.
[X] You're Lustful/Sexual.
[ ] When You're Kissing Someone, You Tend To Bite Them.
[ ] You're Dark, Mysterious, And Seductive.
[X] You've Tasted Your Own Blood Before And Liked It.
[X] Being Out In The Sun Too Long Makes You Feel Weak.
[] You're graceful, lithe, and can appear threatening or dangerous to others.
[ ] You have incredible charm and can get people to do nearly anything.
[X] You're More Active At Night.
Total: 4
~INCUBUS/SUCCUBUS~
[X] You're Incredibly Lustful/Sexual. (So much dirty ideas.)
[x] Sex Is Almost Always On Your Mind.
[ ] You Could Make Someone Fall Completely In Love With You By Merely Kissing Them.
[ ] You're Not A Virgin.
[ ] You Burn Through Lovers Quickly.
[ ] You Can Make Love With Someone And Drop Them In The Same Breath.
[X] If You Don't "Feed" Your Lust, You Go Insane.
[X] You Have Strong/Long Nails. (You can't crawl at something with weak nail.)
[ ] You Could Get Nearly Anyone You Want.
Total: 4
~WEREWOLF~
[X] You have a bad temper. (When I'm upset people know)
[ ] You're incredibly physically strong and fast.
[] You Love The Moon.
[X] You're Very Loyal.
[X] If You Love Someone, You'll Do Whatever You Possibly Can To Protect Them.
[X] You Would Go On A Devastated Rampage Should Your Loved Ones Be Harmed.
[x] You Like Dogs. (I can't go a day without playing with lady)
[] You're fairly Sturdy in stature.
[ ] You're Either A Good Leader Or A Solitary Person.
[ ] You Have A Hard Time Controlling Yourself Half Of The Time.
Total: 5
~NEKO(Cat-Person)/WERECAT~
[] You Like Cats.
[ ] You're lithe and agile.
[] You could fall off of anything and always land on your feet.
[] You Like Gymnastics.
[X] You Love To Eat Seafood.
[] You're Affectionate And Cozy.
[X] If Someone Is Able To Sneak Up On You And Startle You, You Jump Up Or Swat At Them.
[] You Like Yarn.
[] You Like Chasing Things.
[X] You're An Excellent Hunter/Fighter.
Total: 3
~ZOMBIE~
[X] You're An Outcast.
[] You Feel As If You're Not Truly Alive.
[X] You'll Moan When You're Hurt Rather Than Scream Or Cry. (Moaning for other reason.
)[X] You Tend To Zone Out. (A lack of sleep mostly)
[] You Don't Feel Very Smart.
[ ] You Like Worms.
[ ] You Like Taking Things Slowly.
[ ] You Like Odd Foods.
[] You Prefer To Suffer In Silence.
[X] You Don't Get Much Sleep.
Total: 4
~SPIRIT/GHOST~
[X] You're Invisible. (No seems to notice me anywhere)
[] You Have An Oddly Eerie Presence.
[] You Can Send Chills Down A Person's Spine Just By Looking At Them.
[X] You Have Messy Hair That Is Partially/Completely In Your Face. (Until my mom makes my cut it like last time)
[x] You're Incredibly Gentle. (It's harder to make friends with some who isn't)
[ ] You're Very Shy Around Someone You Find Attractive
[ ] You Tend To Simply Disappear When no One's Looking.
[x] You Enjoy Scaring People. (It's pretty funny to get a reaction from someone)
[X] You Like The Indoors. (During the day but nighttime outside)
[X] You Are Deeply Connected To The Ones You Love No Matter What Happens.
Total: 6
~GHOUL~
[X] You Will Eat Just About Anything.
[ ] You Like To Attack People Verbally Or Physically
[ ] You Are Thrilled If You Can Make Someone Bleed.
[ ] You Wouldn't Care If You Hurt Someone As Long As You Can Get What You Want From Them.
[X] You Like Stalking People. (It's part of scaring them)
[ ] You Find It Fun To Crawl Into Tight, Small, Cramped, Dirty Spaces.
[] You Get Hungry Easily.
[X] You Like Torture. (Myself or you it doesn't matter to me. You wouldn't believe how I figured out this one.
[] You live to hurt people.
[] You Like The Idea Of Being Insane.
Total: 3
~WITCH~
[ ] You're Into Wicca/Paganism.
[X] You Like Magical Objects.
[ ] You Believe In Magic.
[ ] You Perform Odd Rituals On A Daily Basis.
[x] People Find You Intolerably Cruel.
[x] You enjoy manipulating people. (Not friends)
[] You Feel Deeply In Touch With Nature And Hate Industrialization.
[] You Love Black Cats/Ravens.
[ ] You Practice Voodoo
[] You Tend To Laugh Hysterically While Picking Up On Someone You Find Attractive.
Total: 3
~SHAPE-SHIFTER~
[X] You Have Different Personalities (I'm a gemini, people who are like that tend to have split-personality)
[] Your Style Could Change From Goth To Preppy In The Same Second.
[ ] You Have More Than One Lover.
[X] You're Unpredictable.
[] You Would Change Yourself Entirely To Fit In.
[X] You Are Fond Of Many Different Things.
[ ] You Can Easily Get Out Of Trouble By Changing Your Demeanor.
[] You often say one thing and mean another.
[X] You Like To Leave Your Clothes On The Floor After Taking Them Off.
Total: 4
~DEMON~
[X] You Have A Very Bad Temper. (When I'm mad mostly)
[ ] You're Usually Angry.
[ ] You Have To Make Other People Miserable With Every Breath That You Take.
[ ] You Worship Satan.
[ ] You like pentagrams.
[x] You love to mess with people's heads.
[ ] You Could Do Just About Anything Bad To Someone And Feel Proud.
[X] You Laugh When Other People Are Hurt. (Only if I REALLY hate that person.)
[x] Physically Harming Someone Turns You On. (But I get more turned on with my own pain, masochist)
[ ] You Respond To An Insult By Viciously Attacking The Other Person.
Total: 4
~ANGEL~
[X] You're A Very Good Person.
[ ] You Take Care With Everything You Do.
[X]You Can Be Extremely Serious.
[ ] You're Gentle And Kind To Even Your Worst Enemies.
[] You Cannot Hold A Grudge Against Anyone.
[ ] You Would Gladly Endure Anything For The Sake Of The Ones You Love.
[] You're A Virgin/Have Never Kissed Anyone Apart From Family.
[X] People See You As Being Very Pure (Until they get to know me or my bad side)
[X] You Are Obedient And Follow Rules Without Question.
[] You Love God. (I'm an atheist)
Total: 4
~Fairy/ELF~
[ ] You Enchant People.
[ ] You Like Organic Things.
[X] You're Almost Always Smiling.
[ ] You Love The World Around You.
[X] You Get Attached To Animals Easily.
[ ] You're A Walking-Talking Chick-Flick/Prince-Charming.
[X] You Fall In Love Easily.
[X] You Don't HATE Anyone.
[] You Have A Very Bright/Bubbly/Friendly Personality.
[X] You like long hair (Short or long I don't have a preference when it comes to hair)
Total: 5
DA USERS I CHOSE YOU!!!!
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What's your opinion about Zoe?
3 min read
I've question this for awhile now. But the would thing is about some female game designer cheating on her boyfriend with game reviewer to get some good reviews. This was reveal b the angry ex who wrote about it online. As soon as it was release it spread like wildfire. I have seen most of the information based on this controversy.
For those of you who want some of the details of the problem here is a link to some information: knowyourmeme.com/memes/events/…
Okay so we start by getting our starting information from the angered ex who says this out of nowhere. I don't have a problem with this but this seem to be a reliable source of information for a lot of people on the internet. People say that this is corruption of gaming journalism but last time I check it was always slightly corrupted. Back in the past people who pander to critic who were going to review their work so they could receive a good review. If this is about cheating, then this is definitely not a new thing to people. People sometimes cheat on their partner for whatever reason. I fell like this is prying into other people's personal life. My other and main concern is who the hate is getting placed on. It seems that for the most part that Zoe has been taking the punches for the whole thing. It takes two to have sex. The reviewers agree to have sex with her and they don't receive any hate for it. It's not just two steps back for female game designers cause of Zoe, but how people react to this by only placing the hate on the female game designer. I am not defending what may or may not have been done by her, but I don't think one person deserves to take the bullet for the rest of the team. They went from discussion to a blood-fest. The white knight of nothing (I mean really who are they defending) insult Zoe Quinn by calling her a whore, they've gone so far as to make death threats to her. Wishing someone to die is a BIG NO NO! But doing so you are worse then the person you are insulting. What is your opinion on Zoe Quinn? Am I wrong and she deserves this type of punishment or do you think people she show some mercy?
For those of you who want some of the details of the problem here is a link to some information: knowyourmeme.com/memes/events/…
Okay so we start by getting our starting information from the angered ex who says this out of nowhere. I don't have a problem with this but this seem to be a reliable source of information for a lot of people on the internet. People say that this is corruption of gaming journalism but last time I check it was always slightly corrupted. Back in the past people who pander to critic who were going to review their work so they could receive a good review. If this is about cheating, then this is definitely not a new thing to people. People sometimes cheat on their partner for whatever reason. I fell like this is prying into other people's personal life. My other and main concern is who the hate is getting placed on. It seems that for the most part that Zoe has been taking the punches for the whole thing. It takes two to have sex. The reviewers agree to have sex with her and they don't receive any hate for it. It's not just two steps back for female game designers cause of Zoe, but how people react to this by only placing the hate on the female game designer. I am not defending what may or may not have been done by her, but I don't think one person deserves to take the bullet for the rest of the team. They went from discussion to a blood-fest. The white knight of nothing (I mean really who are they defending) insult Zoe Quinn by calling her a whore, they've gone so far as to make death threats to her. Wishing someone to die is a BIG NO NO! But doing so you are worse then the person you are insulting. What is your opinion on Zoe Quinn? Am I wrong and she deserves this type of punishment or do you think people she show some mercy?
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www.politicalears.com/blog/ice…
Not only causing the birth of the ice bucket but this! This is why I don't donate anymore. No don't hate. I donated before it's just that I want to know that my money is being used to help those in need. I honestly hated the ice challenge cause of how it spread. Not only was it pointless it also put over 300 thousand dollars in the company president's pocket. I'm disappointed in this charity, no charity should be profiting more than the cause that they are working for. More people need that money.
Life Update: I'm sorry about not drawing lately but I had some stuff I do. You see seen this is my last year of school I wanted to learn as much as I can and pass my classes. I realize how important this last year is and that I shouldn't waste it. I will try harder to post some more art work in the future. But for now I need this time to get my priorities straight so I don't end up looking back in my life and realizing I made a big mistake not taking this opportunity.
Not only causing the birth of the ice bucket but this! This is why I don't donate anymore. No don't hate. I donated before it's just that I want to know that my money is being used to help those in need. I honestly hated the ice challenge cause of how it spread. Not only was it pointless it also put over 300 thousand dollars in the company president's pocket. I'm disappointed in this charity, no charity should be profiting more than the cause that they are working for. More people need that money.
Life Update: I'm sorry about not drawing lately but I had some stuff I do. You see seen this is my last year of school I wanted to learn as much as I can and pass my classes. I realize how important this last year is and that I shouldn't waste it. I will try harder to post some more art work in the future. But for now I need this time to get my priorities straight so I don't end up looking back in my life and realizing I made a big mistake not taking this opportunity.
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